Writers Block Rant

So I am doing better with dieting and exercising then writing...what????????? I am down 6 pounds since May 1. I am exercising at least 3 days a week, sticking to the diet and going strong. I am sucking out at writing. I can't focus. I have no clue what to write about. I sit down and can't get there. So I am keeping myself honest by updating the blog. I hope that it will jump start something. I am not sure what to do if it doesn't. How do you create when you can't get the creative juices to flow. I don't know. I may have to do a series of shark blogs again, history maybe. Something to get into the flow of it. I need to do something. So I am going to reflect on it. I am going to decide by Saturday at the latest what I am going to write about and stick to it. I need to get back into the frame of mind. Yes, writing is about being creative and inventing worlds and people and getting you to care. It is also about being disciplined, consistent and writing. No matter what. What you put onto paper doesn't necessarily have to be good. You may never show anyone 90% of what you write. That part of it is just about doing it. SO, I will be back soon, with an idea of a series of blogs, and hopefully another good update on the rest.

So It Begins

I am not going to give numbers, but I am going to be completely open and honest. My doctor really isn't giving me a choice anymore, and I have to lose weight. I know I need to. I want to. I want to be the best and healthiest me for my daughter and wife - but this is an area that I truly suck at. I simply am not good at sticking to it. I should be. I have pretty good self control. I can deny myself things I want if I know that they are bad for me, mentally or physically. So why do I suck at sticking to dieting and exercising. I don't know. The choice is over though. I can no longer suck at it so here it goes. Starting now, I have to turn over a new leaf. So here I am blogging about it. Because I hope that it helps. I need to stick to blogging and writing, because that is truly what makes me happy and what I want to do in life. I need to stick to dieting and exercising to see my daughter grow up. I suck at both even though doing both make me feel good, and why? I don't know. SO I am holding myself accountable. This is my first blog in my new leaf life. I am going to blog and write and enter competitions and be true to my dream of becoming a writer. I am going to diet and exercise to see my daughter grow up and be the awesome person I know she can be. It won't be elegant, but I am going to do it this time. I am writing this and declaring it to you. I will try to make it clear when I am blogging about my diet and exercise, or when I am blogging about something else to make it easy for people to follow whatever they want. Either way, its gonna be a bumpy ride - but hopefully successful, and always interesting.